The first time in a long time, I have changed

 Everybody says, life, world outlook and values, how few people know what their view is? The first time in a long time, I did come from a Mao Haizi today, in people's eyes, I made a lot of changes, But that is a different person, but, I have not changed today, I was very clear, more clear today, my world, life and my values.
experience over the past year, I understand what he wants, when out of school that day to give yourself a two-year commitment, the loss of all college students, I is one of them, but I understand more clearly, I can not with wave, individual struggle objectives, the pursuit of personal and family commitments, from that day on I knew what his life should be more to know whom should pay how much? friends say that I have been all happy, I think that only appearance, in fact, people who really know me, will secretly tell me: I will make the pursuit of their own had too much tired, dead of night, a man quietly think, is not I give myself too many objectives under the It is not my ambition too ...... night seemed kind of negative force me in my struggle, the kind of unknown force suddenly feel very helpless, fragile, and many times I will not help find a friend to cry, each time after crying, I was happy, is happy, at least people who know me know I still care. I am also selfish, every cry, every time will help think of them, this life, maybe I to cash, this is my own can not confirm their own people again, and now the work environment and is now the opportunity, in the eyes of all people, I was lucky, sometimes think of themselves in such an environment made breakthrough, it seems all of a sudden want to thank the many people who genuinely help my people, those who determined to let me grow so that I can remember, who are the people doing things they guide me step by step, so I little bit forward toward the success .
I am uncertain outlook, values, outlook on life!